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| And sudden, gentle black cradles me in unconsciousness. I am not well, but unconsciously I smile! -Duncan- |
| -PERMANENT- I remember the purity of a white mind. Holly like a virgin I wish for it to be clean again. I wish it would return again. Just as I wish for the return of this once white paper. Permanent sins Like permanent ink This paper once was white. -Duncan- |
| I remember our smiley conversations of intellectual 'knowledge," a medium for the love of your company, my friend. A beautiful era passed with your voice, and hid in my corner compared to our friendship's perfection. So alone, I repeat it's greatness, a magnitude you toss in thought, now and then I'm sure. I feel the craving for our flickering tongues, and thoughts, and our fulfilled "social stomachs" again, as it was before. But now I can only sit alone in the pains of the empty stomach, and scowl at the cold walls and emptiness, within and without. Sinking in my bed, and depression, I repeat my last words to you my friend; "A lonely Bye Bye to you!" -Duncan- 10/3/89 |
| A vibration loud enough to feel. My joints collapse in echoing blurrs. Muscles tighten in beats. A simultaneous heart tells me "I am not well." |